Now remember, I never had a normal childhood...EVER....the folks who should have loved me unconditionally, had their own hidden agenda. Oh, during the day, other children envied me my so loving family...they too wanted to have the loving family we showed to the world.
But night was something else. Oh, my horrible story is written somewhere here. I think it would be sufficient to say when my therapy was done, I found out I had 150 different personalities. Yes, that is not a typo...
I took back my life. My mother had to die before I could fully integrate, I completely finished integrating my last 8 personalities on 1/11/11. It was a personal journey I would not want to wish on anyone. I kept going cuz I was worth it. That's why I have so many mottos I share constantly, cuz I used them myself.
I am a DO WHAT EVER IT TAKES kind of girl.
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One thing I used very successfully was a native American plant medicine called Ayahuasca. It is from South America. It removed the cause of my depression. It changed the events that started at age 3 months. .
I don't remember where you are, but I know a great Medicine man in Jefferson City, Missouri.
I have Great respect for him. He also travels to administer Sacred Plant Medicine. It has to be given by a Medicine Man for it to be legal.. Certainly there are others all over. If you are interested, send me a private message. I will see how to connect you...
Bright Wings