Ok I went and read your posts.
Hang in there. It is doable.
I tried 17 different antidepressants. Only Effexor worked.
I got myself off 16 different meds. 6 were Sedating.
Today, I use CBD and will until the day I die...takes care of all that anxiety.
What ever you do go slow on weaning..
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Now I challenge you, I understand the long term depression you are speaking about. Been there done that...
I WONT DO IT AGAIN CUZ I GOT THE SKILLS to beat the depression and anxiety.
What are your plans and skills you will use to replace this drug.
Bright Wings