Good morning family
Gosh, I sound like a kook in that post....
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Where I am today is many places at once....confused, empty, fresh, renewed but raw.
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Pondering all the life events that have come to me in the last three days.
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One of many, many blessings that came out of this was my brother, Gene, who commuted suicide because of the depth of his pain, came to me and filled me with his sweet pure love. I weep at the memory of feeling untarnished, pure love, free of pain or any ulterior motives.
It filled every cell of my body and it felt like I glowed.
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He helped me live...I am so grateful.
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And Pissed, and confused, and raw and....I could go on and on...the emotions overwhelm me. The confusion also.
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I have so much new knowledge, a different purpose in life but don't have details yet.
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And I still sound like a kook...BW