@sandij @merry
I am here. I have been reading from afar. Good work guy's...
I went to Silver Dollar City on Sunday. What a fantastic time we all had. Its been years since I went to one. It was tradition to go on mothers day...No one else hardly was there. Year after year we went... On mother's day.
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I was surprised to hear we walked 21,760 steps. 9.75 miles.....
Groannnnnnnnn
I am dealing with quite a bit of pain since then.
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You may have noticed I have not been here as much recently. Oh, I have still been here reading but I have been focusing on "letting go and letting God".
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Friends, the damage from the pesticides has been and remains too great for this body to bear. Combine this with my MS, stroke and TIA, deteriating heel from impending ostiomylitis, COPD...oh I could go on and on.
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I had become aware of my thought patterns changing 2 weeks after the pesticides were dumped. Just strange thoughts of the past, little vignettes that would play out in my mind. To be reexamined and reinterpreted.
I finally figured why and what they were in January...I was starting to have end of life thoughts....How many times have I assisted others with their end of life thoughts, I was surprised it took me that long to figure it out.
So friends I don't know how much longer I have but I honor you all enough as my family who struggled together, my winning family...cuz we don't give up.
I am working with a woman whose gift is to help people "in transition" to have a graceful end.
Sorry to lay this on you all, but as I said I honor you.
I have helped folks and families do endings so there are no regrets. Let me help you too.
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Don't feel bad, I don't...this has been such a painful life.
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And I lived it triumphantly...
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I know where I am going...soon my body will hurt no more,
Bright Wings