Definitely will be celebrating if I can get into a clinical trial. Would be happy to share some good news if I ever get any.

Otherwise, it's at least $500/treatment, in cash, since it isn't covered by insurance. Also I would need someone to drive me home from each treatment and it's 3 days a week for the first two weeks. Logistical headache.

But the efficacy rate for people like me who have been given up on is very good. Especially those who also are chronically suicidal. Barring that, I will reapply for disability, this time with a lawyer.