@BUBS @merry
You know I have this mind that has been trained by myself to heal from the abuse I had as a kid.
Example, an hour ago I noticed I was sitting and rocking. As soon as I noticed it I checked my thoughts. I caught that it was for comfort and what needed to be addressed. I took care of the need and the need for comfort stopped.
Yes, I have big unsettling events happening in my life and a terrific physical support system in place. So many folks are supporting me thru this.
I am good with the way things are going.
But this start up of the withdrawal feels just nuts to me.
I am wondering if something with the TIA caused this. It was a disruption to my brain. Also my MS is ramping up. That is all about the electrical system of the brain.
So do you know what I am going to do, I speak about taking an action. This is my action at the moment to deal with events in my life.
I will take you all with me if you want. For just this water ride and nothing else. As soon as the ride ends we will separate. That's the rules. Grin
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Are you ready now, picture yourself with me at the best amusement park in the world.
We are in line at the fabled water ride of the century and it's almost our turn....
Oh, I feel the excitement, the joy, as I watch what impossible twists and turns this water ride makes.
Oh this is going to be just delicious. Sorry, food person, grin...not sorry either...
So now its our turn to board and our squeals of delight are deafening.
As I sit back, I try to steady myself so I can really experience every thing that will be coming my way. I am in the moment, neither looking forward or back but experiencing every minute of being alive...it is wonderful. I feel humbled....
And it is enough. I feel peaceful in spite of having big challenges in my life...after all, we all know...this too shall pass.
Bright Wings who is sending love and kisses to anyone who wants them, your choice. Bear with me, its almost Mother's day. I gotta kiss someone.