It's always the newness of it all, not knowing what to expect, and the wondering that is stressful, for sure. But it's always a good feeling to have secure dates - knowing that at least something is happening. I remember when I had my cataracts removed, I was given a dosage of Ativan. It was amazing. LOL. I could talk to the doctor, ask and answer questions, but I couldn't have cared less what he did. LOL Like - he could have put me upside down and hung me from the ceiling and I wouldn't care. I wish that for you - that you feel no pain and you're completely peaceful during it all.