@sandij- It's so frustrating going through a personal tough time with physical problems and not have a happy marriage. I agree with @texasdutchess that you should wait until your withdrawal symptoms have all disappeared before making any major decisions. Besides you are probably angry at the world right now. YOur husband probably doesn't know how to handle your moods. Please talk to him and clue him in. Keep him in your loop so that he will better be able to help. Can you do this?