I can offer you complete understanding, empathy and compassion. This is the terrible situation that the government, the medical field and pharmaceutical industry has done to us. We are victims of their ignorance and giving these medications to us. You're absolutely right that the Detox harmed you and I am so sorry. We can not trust any of those detox centers ever because they have no understanding of Benzodiazepine tapering and the harm they do to people like us. It's awful every day and understand you perfectly. We're going through nearly the same thing. I'm not having the rages but my insomnia is very bad, my nerves are hanging on and I am not in panic attacks. I try to do whatever I can to not upset my nervous system more. Sometimes I just lie under a blanket with my head on a pillow focusing on breathing through my nose and gently out my mouth for hours just praying over and over. But I also have to force myself to do some things out of bed each day but then I have to lie back down. I try to stay hydrated with juice with water and I try to eat something as nutritiously as possible through the day. Trying to survive this each day. I know how hard it is because I am also living it. I can't be certain because of my lifetime history of debilitating mental health episodes but I think what's happening to me is due to the long-term inconsistent use of Clonezepam. I feel as you said caught between a rock and a hard spot every day sadly. With you always accompanying you in your suffering.🙏😥