In order for the sacred plant medicine to assist you in your healing, you need an intention or goal. Then the plant medicine helps you achieve it.
Last month My intention was to get rid of resentments I realized I was still holding..my life as I knew it blew up!!!
My life was suddenly in such turmoil. 2 of my children came to attack me with all their entitlement issues.
Only I knew the childhood they grew up with cuz my husband and I provided it. And also consistantly provided a safe place for all the other children in the neighborhood.
My son, to be fair to him, was hit by the addiction genes from both sides of the family. He was a heroin addict for 11 years.
We finally had to throw him out of our home at 29.
He now lives with a woman, a multi millionaire in CA who is 6 years younger than me.
I raised my kids to live their own lives. They had a good solid loving home.
There is no way I am choosing to deal with their entitlement issues.
I am firm on this.
So my intention this month is to allow the sacred plant medicine to find me an affordable, nice place to live....hopefully this will settle my life down.
I always warn...be careful what you ask for because the sacred plant medicine will try its best to assist you.
Last year, march, I pointed to the BEST female butt and said I wanted mine to look like that one...last month, I canceled that order...I didn't realize I was pointing to a 90 pound woman. I was about 180 at the time.
The pesticides almost did me in twice. Full blown COPD and then the cold in this house.
Right now I have managed to get back up to 162 pounds. It has been hard work to regain those pounds from 140 in early December.
Ok, that's my story and I am sticking to it. Bright Wings