I'm very sorry to hear that, and as far as my story goes it's new I'm almost 56 now and still on 2mg 3×@ day and a 14 hour drive one way to get them leaving 3-7 after my appointment, this medication has given me many health issues as well and has kept me from getting weight loss surgery which I need , I have liver issues, kidney issues,heart issues and now pancreas issues but that's due from zepbound, I can't find a Dr within a few hundred miles who will give me this medication, people say I'm an addict, maybe addicted, but I was 15 ,I didn't know any better, when your that age you listen and I was told it was not habit forming, that was a lie ,I was also told I have a law suit , just wouldn't know how to go about it , I'd love to come off but with everything health wise and life in general I don't think it's a good idea , and Ativan,yeah I was a zombie on that ,I did landscaping and drove a commercial mower into the judges house/ garage and swore I didn't do it , because I don't remember doing that ,the evidence proved I did ,I was put on it after my fiance was killed in fathers day of 2011 and still on xanex ,I don't feel like me anymore and I see no help in sight . I wish you the best of luck and know I do understand what you have gone through and continue to do so . Oops I just discovered you weren't talking to me,but I wrote all this so I'm posting it . Lol
Good luck