I've had it since I was in my 40's and it is frustrating but I'm like you I could have many worse health problems. I am very social and when I have to eat out it can be embarrassing because eating with silverware can be a challenge. Some might not approve of this but I take a strong drink of alcohol prior to dinner and by the time the food comes I'm fine to eat soup or anything else. There are just so many side affects from the meds I don't want to have to take them till I absolutely have to.