It does sound tempting to forego the second shot but no one has a crystal ball to say what the outcome would be.
Have you spoken to anyone about getting on Wellbutrin? Having your depression lifted will definitely improve the quality of your life and perhaps give you a clearer picture of what you want to do.
Not saying to do Lupron or not - we’ve had discussions on this board of the efficacy/necessity for ADT in the group of men aged 75 and above, and so far it seems to be a coin toss. It may not change the outcome one way or another…or it might??
I mean, it’s definitely a quality of life issue for you and you are the one who has to decide. My wife always tells me: In life you never regret the things you did as much as the things you didn’t do.
Yes, it’s as clear as mud but that’s all I’ve got…Best
Phil