Denise,
I'm so sorry to hear of your husband's death. From what you had written to me earlier this year, it didn't sound like he was doing well. However, now he is out of pain and up in Heaven with God and Jesus. Be thankful for that. You were right there for him through the whole time. That is wonderful! I'm sure your husband appreciated all that you did for him. That is so nice that he was in such a good hospital at the last! And, a religious one too! It's also nice that you have your son with you at this time.
Life will be different for you now but it does get better in time. My husband died in July, 2024. It is much easier for me now than it was in July and August. Just pray and God will be with you. I pray all the time and my prayers get answered.
I'm here if you ever want to talk or have questions. There are a lot of little business details to see to after a loved one dies such as the bank account, health insurance, taxes etc.
I will say a prayer for you.
PML
Thank you so much for your kind words and understanding. We had the funeral yesterday and I am just so numb today. I knew he was dying but now it seems like he went so fast once he entered the hospice house. There on Wednesday and gone on Sunday. But I am thankful that his pain was managed and he got the best care possible. Yes, I know I have to deal with lots of paperwork, etc. He has some bills that I will have to continue to pay but until the financial stuff gets worked out, I can't. I will call them. He had credit cards in his name only and there is no way I can pay them. After I pay all my bills there is not enough left over to pay off his credit cards. But I know God will help me through this. My own bills are coming due and I just don't have the energy right now, but I need to buckle down and pay them before I get tons of late charges added on. Yes, my family and friends were all there for me, but my youngest son is taking this so hard. He is not handling this well at all. Once again, thank you.