So glad the anxiety and panic attacks are gone -- in my opinion and in my experience, that is huge!! And I'm not surprised you're tired -- your body has been through immense stress with all this and it needs time to regain its strength. The depression? Maybe your mind needs time to readjust, too. After all, it's been through a lot and it's now trying to adjust to a new ``normal.'' Hang in there, put one foot in front of the other and things should get better.