I do draw strength from that; I have an excellent support system and have gotten pretty good at putting little medical hassles where they belong...in the "hey, I don't have cancer" or "I don't have to get clamped down to a table for radiation today" column. I knew before the whole cancer extravaganza that ya just have to take life one day at a time and the most important thing on this planet is loving each other- beating cancer just magnified them in my heart. I don't leave kind words unsaid. I deeply appreciate your input and want you to know you really helped me!