I froze when I read your comment. I was numb after my diagnosis in June 2021. I live in a large metro with many cancer treatment facilities and lucky to have a teaching hospital to get my treatment. everything moved fast; diagnosis, testing for type, size, treatment plan. Since my cancer was aggressive, treatment started 2 weeks later. Not all cancers are that aggresive so many people have time to think and weigh options. I'm glad I didn't have time to think!

Cry when you need to, sleep when you're tired, get emotioal help from family, friends, professionals You don't need to do this alone. Come back here, we all have similar experiences.

Iwish you good help