Thanks for response and support. It’s a lifeline. Oncologist are aware of my anxiety but treating it goes into a different arena. Mental health is a gray area. Feelings are difficult to verbalize. But it does affect my overall health. But now with SMM my insecurities have magnified to the point any little thing becomes a compounding problem. What next! Why is this happening to me! Why do I struggle so. You start questioning life as a series of challenges. Not to enjoy but to endure.