Which is why I'm going to try to stick around, it was really hard to find success stories but really easy to find the absolute worst stories.

I'm blessed on so many fronts that I'm losing count and I believe in paying it forward.

You have no idea how terrible I feel for those that didn't fare as well as me. I have a support group I attend and I didn't even want to relay my story when asked because all but one were dealing with recurrences and terrible side effects and really horrible quality of life and, truthfully, I broke down in tears telling my story because my heart goes out to everyone dealing with this horrible disease and the bravery of all that make it day to day is admirable.