Right before I saw your reply I was thinking "Why don't these men just spread joy and happiness?". That's how bad it is for me mentally right now.

I thought about various security measures I can take but this situation will be ending soon. There is a risk that something will happen but that will be one incident and I am being very careful to avoid this. Plus it very well could be that law enforcement has the front of the building under constant surveillance.

A large part of my question of "Why is this happening to me?" is actually not the behavior itself but the physics involved in this situation. The building, the layout of the grounds, the locations of the doors and windows, the construction, sounds, etc. all have "lined up" to put me in the worst possible place. As I noted in a previous post I actually screamed one time just thinking about how this is a one and a million chance that put me in so much danger. There is no escaping it as long as I live here and these men are still here.

I keep saying it will end soon and it will. I will update when it does or something else happens.