Yayyyyyyyyyy.... I got a date!!!!!!!!!!! Great advice to call, Helen. Thank you so much. They called today and I see the gynecologist on Feb 28. I asked to be put on a cancellation list and she said they don't have one, but she would keep me in mind, but did say the doctor himself said to make the appt. in 4 weeks. Considering the wait times are long here to see a gynecologist, I'm thrilled to finally have a date. And also the office is closer to where I live - thanks to my family doctor. I'm also feeling better today so I'm trying really hard to live in the moment, stop being so stressed, and be kind to myself. Thanks for all the advice. This forum rocks and is so helpful and positive. Thank you so much.