@judimahoney I am angry too!!! Angry about the disease, angry there's no cure, angry about the emotional loss of my hubby, angry that I can't get some respite relief from family members, angry I can't do the the things I used to because I'm a caregiver 24/7, angry for the loss of my husband....but despite all this, I love him with all my heart!! And i remind myself why I fell in love with him and then a smile makes its way to my face and warms my heart, even if he'll never be able to give me those things again. But I'm also grateful that there's people like all of you that I can share my feelings and my story and experiences with.