LOL, I hope not! I think everyone pre-panics in this thing, and I’m quite guilty of it myself. But by the day before I was as calm as a cucumber. I remember my first combat patrol I was like that, pissing myself for a week before but by the day before I finally decoded the secret and was A-OK. So much so I was the first one charging the position.

They did take a couple nerves, but nowhere near half, just enough for a margin from the bulge, so we’ll see. I’ve read of some guys that were erect right away and it went away, never to return, so it’s still on my mind but the fact that I’m young, virile and have almost all my nerves gives me great hope.

In a week I find out if all my hard physical and pelvic floor work takes care of continence issues.