Hi Bud, well part of me is grateful for the kick in the ass , sometimes we all need it , yes I had a pet scan which found the cancer that was missed , why not have that before surgery??? Mood swings from hormone shots are real but I’ve worked and played hard all my life and quality of life more important at the moment than quantity, you’re right no one knows how long you might survive without any treatment but if I thought maybe 10 yrs I’d be tempted, good luck luck to you