@lovemymom1
I recall your first post and by your post I could tell how much you cared for your mom. So sad to see she had such a short journey. I feel your pain. So difficult to see a parent go through this cancer, but miraculously the pain she experienced was minimal. I lost my father in 8 months and he too and thankfully experienced only pain or discomfort his very last day. I was so confused that day I even called 911 even though he was a DNR (do not resuscitate). Hospice offered a service for survivors and I’m glad I went to it; maybe you have something similar available to you as well? By father went through his pancreatic cancer with dignity that he is my inspiration today in my own journey. My prayers with you and your mother.