I have been where you are and you are not alone, it just seems like it, because there are so few of us that have been told we have adrenal cancer. I was diagnosed in August of 2020 and went through two years of mitotane and 28 treatments of radiation. Being on mitotane is not very pleasant and when you have no one that understands what you are going through,it just makes it harder. I was diagnosed with stage 3 cancer at the time and I just had my ct scan on Jan 24th and still clean. You can do this !!!!!!