It gets better with every year! I think it’s important to try to get your mind off AML.

During my first two years I immersed myself reading articles about AML, transplant and different clinical trials. I also searched for stories on line of transplant patients. Some of them were encouraging and others were not.

My faith in God played a huge part in how I viewed life and the uncertainties I was facing. I found that praying and telling God about my fears gave me peace. I had no control over what new health challenges were ahead of me, but God is in control and I trusted him.

I realized that I needed to focus on something more positive. I started exercising and looking for a job to get back into my line of work. After over 100 applications I was hired by a university on the West Coast. So, I moved there from Michigan. I have been able to rebuild my life, one step at a time.

Both my body and my life look very different from before my diagnosis, but I am content with it.

I recommend that you focus on something you are passionate about or develop new interests. You will find that a lot more fulfilling than letting your life be ruled by fear.

I don’t know what tomorrow will bring, but I am making the most of it today!