Thank you for sharing what helps you and your experience with medical issues. I’m trying hard to not focus on my problems and really focus on the things I do have to be thankful for but, like I said, every few weeks, it gets to me. Honestly, since writing this post, I have been tremendously more positive. It’s funny you mentioned spirituality. I grew up in church and have very religious parents. They have talked to me through the years over and over about trusting God and leaning on Him. They pray for me constantly, as well as my sister. For some reason, it always angered me to hear about God from them, I felt like it was being shoved down my throat. However, recently, the last couple months, I have been getting little signs and hearing God in mysterious ways. Rather through songs or something someone unexpected says to me. I feel like he is working on me, my heart, showing me I have more purpose, and that I can find comfort and support through him and it feels really good.
Thanks again for your supporting words of encouragement.