My heart aches for you and can only imagine the grief you feel. I feel some good advise has been given, I would just offer yourself grace. It’s okay to grieve and feel the pain and there is nothing that says there is a timeline of how that should look, therefore, it will look different for each of your family members. Try to be with your other family members, remember the positive things about your daughter’s life, and give your heart the time and space it needs to start to heal. Time does not heal all wounds, but I will say, time does start to lessen the pain caused by those wounds. I hope you have or would consider seeking a counselor. Someone that you can be raw and honest with. Someone who can guide you and give you tools to move forward. My counselor, of 7 years now, has taught me so much and given me tools to deal with my grief and hurt and every day life. Some days, I take it one day at a time. Others, I take one hour at a time. There are even days, I really have to focus on just the next 5 mins and what I need to do to get through them and when I do, I focus on the next 5, then I realize, I just made it through another day. I am much stronger and for the first time in my life, I have hope. I pray you find this. Sending hugs and love your way.