I have an intense personality (Aries 🤣) and I have always laughed my way through all my other conditions (Lupus, Seizures, Osteoporosis, Raynauds, Tendinitis, etc.). Cancer will learn what they learned over 30 yrs as a Survivor - I'm a fighter. Made it thru law school & having a blast practicing. So- I am very positive- but some days when I sit in silence the questions pop up. I want to eat cleaner, reduce the libations, and begin Journaling again. I use to journal daily- but haven't since cancer. My therapist, friends, and family have become my journal. Yet I feel overwhelmed not Journaling - but still can't put pen to paper. I feel Stuck! Does anyone else feel that way? Feeling Blessed, happy with the outcome, love support group, love thar my life feels "my normal". Yet- sometimes I just feel "out of sorts".