So freaking sick of life

Sweetie Everyone has a reason to be here and yes life gets hard at times but God never puts too much on us that we can't handle.
Do you have family or Friends that you could hang with?.
Or join a church and I'm sure that you will find A Reason for Living.
And I'm sure there's someone out there that's just as Down as you are and you could be an instrument for someone to show them that there is Hope with God. All things are possible ✨️ 🙏 .
Jeremiah 29:11
Praying for you Sweetie 🙏 ❤️ Have A Blessed new Year 🙏 ❤️ 💛

Hello,

If you are thinking of harming yourself, please call (or text) 988...the Suicide & Crisis Lifeline. Please get immediate help.

If you want to tell us more about your feelings, please express them. There are many people out here who will listen.

account, Bless you. Please don't feel this way. You are loved greatly and there is nobody else like you....no set of fingerprints just alike....nobody's voice is like another....not even one snowflake is like another.....you are special just being YOU.

God made you special and HE loves you. (Psalm 139:14). I'm so glad we are all different. I'm sure you are a very special human being. Guess what? Sometimes it seems like our brain gets stuck on negative thinking about ourselves and our lives and we can be our on worst enemy.

Sounds like you have simply gotten into a rut. Also, everything looks so much larger with Thanksgiving & Christmas things to do.....we all get overtired this time of year. Some seasons of life are harder than others...this sounds like a hard season of life for you and I am so sorry.

Is there a hobby or something that you enjoy? Something new you want to try? Sometimes that will get us out of a rut. I find talking it out with a dear friend helps me greatly. I pray a lot to the Lord and read my Bible. As a Christian it brings peace to my mind and soul.

I hear depression in you....please get help with a qualified professional if needed. Sometimes something physical can be going on that can make us feel depressed.....Thyroid issues, low B12, low D3 for example.

Is there someone at a church or Christian counselor you can talk too? A dear trusted friend you can confide in?

I am praying for you right now and for you to see you are not "worthless". I pray for you to know how loved you are by the Lord who made you and you are loved by others. People on here are so wonderful and encouraging.

I love you and I care. Please keep me posted. On my knees praying for you right now.

P.S. Call #988 if you are having thoughts of harming yourself please.

Hi @account, I’m listening. What makes you think you’re a bad person? What is going on?

Can you share a bit more? How can we help?

I hear you! I have felt pretty much the same a few times in my life. I knew about depression (because they say one shouldn’t normally feel like this) but I wasn’t sad I just felt like why? Finally I did take medication and (to my surprise) it helped a lot over the years. Different dosages at stressful times worked. Then it didn’t! It took me a while to truly realize I needed another med, so again I tried and with a bit more effort on my part I searched for something that gave me a reason to get out of bed, get dressed, and be me! It is a slow process but it is worth it. Remember, it’s not where we stand but in what direction we are going in, that matters! Take it slow and Day by Day. You are the most important person.

When I've been very down (and I do mean *very* down), what has always helped me a lot is to help somebody else.

Sometimes life just plain sucks. I remember years ago, getting dumped by my girlfriend *two days* before Christmas -- right after I gave her gifts. "Thanks for the nice jewelry; now get lost," it felt like.

I couldn't believe it. There I was, in my late 30's, never married, absolutely alone on Christmas.

But I hung on. In a few months, everything had changed, for the better. Life was still hard -- face it, life is tough -- but so worth it.

Anyway, look around Connect. Total strangers want to help you. Let them.
And while you're here, read some stories of what others are going through. Offer them some encouragement and kind words. They'll feel better, and so will you.

P.S. About being a bad person... Don't confuse having done some bad things with being a bad person. We've all done things we're not proud of. It's part of being human.

Why are you a bad person?
What do you mean by that? Is this just a bump in your road? I have days where I feel the same way ... most people do. Are you seeing a mental health professional or considering it? If this has been going on for a while, that may be the way to go.
Hope you start feeling better, soon.

P.S. Stay away from Mayo's "How about a laugh" thread. Some of those jokes will make you want to kill yourself.

Dear @account
All of us change our lives - everyday. Some good, some not, BUT we are alive - everyday minute of everyday!

I lost my life 12 years ago from a bicycle accident… yes, I’ve lost 80% of my memory, understanding, ability, helping others and more, but I’m alive! I’m alive with Christ, my families, and other friends. I stilllove going to church, reasurantd, parties, inside dinners, taking care of my doggies, and on!

Then how do I die of my body… how? 1. Age or 2. Sickness or 3. Suicide or 4. Accidents or 5. Murder or 6. Falling down or what?

What happens past the end of this life… 1. Change to dirt of our body or 2. Change to another body of a fish or a tree or 3. Become another human body instead or 4. Understand that my God Christ has made us, including this earth of water, sky’s, food, animals, fishes, human to human life at mountains & cities & towns & valleys of marriage & families & workers & friends.

We all love you by helping you and soon you need to help others. This love is different that your families & best friends but we hope, pray, and hold you right now… we love you and the top members can add your needs of what you felt this.

Thank-you,
Greg D. @greg56xx

PS: I love your @account name

I understand your sentiment and often run into the same set of feelings. But, I try to remind myself that beyond this life, there is no known existence. I try to be somewhat grateful for the fact that I am breathing and able to walk outside and see and listen to birds, walk amongst the trees, and find solace in nature. Are you able to muster these types of feelings and observations once in a while?