Thanks so much for the support. I really do appreciate it. Can i ask, do u take any Benzos? I started with my 5th PCP yesterday & of course, he's concerned with possible consequences. Dr Tennant recommends Diazepam. but, no clue who's going to prescribe? I wouldn't mind managing all these symptoms, but i need the Valium. Doctor's don't seem to understand the pain, or need for effective pain management. He started me on 30mg of Cymbalta. I have some pretty severe arm pain as well as the lower half. Will see what new pain doctor has up his sleeve. Start counseling this Thursday, but i really need some hands on support. I am kind of despondent, as about all i can do, is some very basic grooming. Seems like i lose functionally daily Used some edible weed last night & at least i was able to get few Xta hours. May we all a good new years