As much as we all feel it is, it’s no pity party. It’s feelings that nobody else could even relate to. I was told everybody hurts and me trying to explain it’s a totally different pain. People just think I’m crazy. You’re right it takes your life away you can’t do all the things that you want instead. Just like being a multitasker I can’t even complete one task over a week time. I can’t even stay focused on it. I was sent a at home test to check my colon I don’t know if my doctor sent it because of of dealing with the long Covid or just a simple check. With things that have happened in my life and the bills piling up I couldn’t keep going to get constant test so I’ve been suffering when I’ve been to another state just where nobody knows me to judge me. I’m going today for my first appointment to start seeing a new doctors. I hope and pray somebody can bring my life back by their knowledge or studies. Good luck with any kind of recovery.