I totally understand. That medication was one of the first meds that I was put on and I could not tolerate it. I’ve tried many with no results and I have been on several that helped for a period of time then stopped but worked well for a period of time. The very good news is there are many medications now so get a great rheumatologist and hopefully one that listens and don’t worry about this medication don’t look back. Be your own advocate don’t doubt yourself. No one knows you..but you. Please know this group cares. Because we do.