Hi
That is one amazing story ! Your tenacity and courage to have that will to survive in the wake of that kind of diagnosis .
For me I relied on Gods promises and lamenting over His love for us. Because of the Lords great love for us we are not consumed ,for His compassions never fail.
They are new every morning ;
Great is his faithfulness.
I say to myself, “The Lord is my portion; therefore I will wait for him. Amen