I am so sorry for you, and for all of those who do not ha e the support of the family. It os the same to me. They always ask me: what happened this time for you to be in pain? As we know, it is a sum of events or sometimes one event, but the pain never goes away. In my casa it becomes stronger or weaker, but it is always here. Like whitenoise... I hope you can find some emotional support outside your family, because it is hard enough as it is and no one deserves to go through it alone! 🤗❤️