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I'm not sure where God fits in

Gynecologic Cancers | Last Active: 15 hours ago | Replies (4)

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@valentinaz

Hey Denise, I'm a Denise, too!😊 I appreciate your heartfelt honesty. It made me think of two things. I heard someone say faith begins when you lose it, meaning doubt is a feature of belief and faith, not a failure of it.
The other is my belief that whatever or however you think of God, God is big enough to be angry with. Anger is an emotion, and like all emotions, is fleeting and better expressed than not. God is BIG, my friend. Your anger will not last; it may come back, but we only stay stuck in emotions that are not expressed. Just my two cents. Wishing you the best.

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Thanks after I posted this I realized God knows my every thought and actions. He knows how much I want to live. He knows how much I am doing to help myself. He can even read my post, ☺️ I don't have to get on my knees to beg. He already knows how I would like things to go.

I'm kind of in the camp that he puts us here and it's our job to figure it out. He gives us talents and not in equal measure. He expects us to use those talents for his glory. So that's what I'm doing.

I am also trying not to blame myself for being in this position. That's a hard one because I want to believe what I do going forward will influence more disease. Can you have it both ways?