Dealing with Nets! Wow we are all different I learned as much as I could about my disease Grade 2 functioning gastrinoma pnets metatasic to the liver pancreatic primary presentation was perforated esophagus followed by emergency surgery 18 days in the hospital came home with a feeding tube I had quite a few complications and back and forth to emergency room for another 20 days in the following couple months before I had a real diagnosis. First treatment was lanreotide it controlled my diarrhea it did nothing to shrink the 20-30 liver tumors. I then had captem for 7 months it did nothing except make me tired and like you said chemo brain. Sky high gastrin was still about 1800. Then I had high dose radiation on liver y-90 it wasn’t fun but tolerable until second treatment caused radiation stomach ulcer and I lost one kidney I had 2 rare side effects! Back on a feeding tube for 3 months. It took a year to recover. Guess what? Treatment worked I have been stable or better for 1-1/2 years. Not sure you ever heard live, laugh and love! Do it every day be grateful someone always has it worse. Reach out to anyone that makes a positive in your life. I push myself everyday! This forum helps. Join the support group if it suits you. This is a journey that can have some very dark days don’t get stuck there! Sorry if I rambled!