Hi Berttammey,
I'm sorry that you are having such a bad time! That's hard! Everything seems to occur at once doesn't it?

A few months ago my husband of 30 years died and here I am at 78 alone in the world! On top of that, the refrigerator broke and had to be replaced, the furnace had to be repaired, the car needed some work and the roof leaked! However, I turned everything over to God. I just talked to him and asked him to fix everything and take the loneliness away. It wasn't instant but eventually God fixed everything through some very nice people; some of them were the very least that I would expect to ever do anything for me! Because of their kind actions, the loneliness has started to go away.

Just turn all your problems over to God. Talk to him like he's your best friend and he is! You don't have to go to church to find God. Just pray. Church can be very nice but it's not a requirement for a relationship with God. Tell him about all of your problems and loss of work. He will direct you where it will be the best place for you.
You are right about the world being bad. It is. Very bad. But God will take care of that eventually too! So, just put all your trouble in God's hands and have faith that everything will be fine! (If it isn't as fine as you want, you can tell God about that too.)
I wish you the best and an early Merry Christmas! I will say a prayer for you also.
PML