Breast Cancer Support Meeting: Moving Forward, Staying Present

the worry i get it concentrated around my health. no dr can say im ok so i don’t have a way to feel ok. i keep looking for a way out. reading pills exercise anything that can make me forget. i had lobular breast cancer and at 5 year mark my oncologist said i had no evidence of cancer. i stupidly asked her if she thought i would be ok and she said” i’d never say that cause im superstitious and chinese and don’t want to jinx anything. i just wanted reassurance and i have trouble getting that out of my head. the other drs said “you probably wont die of, it will probably be heart disease. really inappropriate and need to get a better response. I am alive, i want to stay aliver