Yes, I too wish I would have died of it. Every day is a living hell. I've seen so many doctors, ran so many tests. I think I have PTSD from all this. My blood pressure is stroke level most of the time. 5 different meds and still isn't stable. Never had high blood pressure in my life until I got COVID! Went through chemo and radiation for Hodgkins 10 years ago. BP fine. My weight fine. Now I weigh 107 lbs. Not at all the same person I was three years ago.