So I was diagnosed in dec of last year. I'm on Abagio, it was so hard to even get me on it since I was admitted to the er and this is where they told me. It was horrible. the dr came in told me you have ms and it was not cureable ,then got a call and left .I was in the room alone for 30 min before anyone even came to check on me.O i was on high dose pain killers for the head pain.. So I was freaking out bad. My husband and kids came in saw me in mthat moment. then admitted for 5 days of blood work, cat scan, 2 mri's ,spinal tap. they kinda told me about ms but not really clear on it. It was hard to get in to a dr. first one that is supposed to be the best here in ATX, was kinda trying to push me into a trial. he still didn't really tell me anything. Next dr has been hard to get a hold of.I have all these weird pains and weird stuff going on .not sure how normal for ms it is or if I need to go get steroids again. I have only met people to talk to yesterday that has it. All anyones really said don't feel sorry for your self you will have pain and no cure. so frustrating.So they do think I have had this for a long time but just resently found out.I just need to get all this out and have people who understand and be able to say more then move on. its still new. sad and angry and confused..okay thank you for reading my manic rant.