You are not alone, @dloos. Life can be hard at times. Life can be unfair too. This makes it hard to remember that life can be incredibly beautiful and "angels" can come into our lives in a heartbeat to bring us hope for a better tomorrow. It is my hope that an "angel" comes into your life today. I also hope that you have a beautiful Thanksgiving, filled with love, joy, and of course, great food! Take care!