@verusantigravitus I started this after my last long term relationship ended in a horrible way. I said I would be alone for the rest of my life. That goes for friends too bc I haven't had good luck in that department either. I do get lonely sometimes but when I remind myself of the hurt others have caused me the loneliness doesn't last. This is one of the reasons I came looking for message boards and forums to have social interaction of some kind although therapy is a good idea too.