I’m sorry to hear that you are still dealing with this. I wasn’t trying to compare, your story made me cry. I also list 30lbs at the beginning and this yr my vision has gotten worse. Thing started to “blend together” on me driving and thing turn blurry. My mind keeps getting worse. Like a tv that keeps turning fuzzy. Something’s are similar but far from what you’ve struggled through. I just wondered if anything has helped any of your symptoms. My anxiety makes it a lot worse. I too can’t handle negative or frustration well at all. None of the antidepressants seem to help. I’ll continue to pray for you. I ask everyday why has this happened? I’m so happy that you atlease have your husband by your side. That alone is a great blessing. I just had gotton divorced after 25 yrs and my family says I’m lying. That’s bc I’ve gotton went off so much about things I don’t remember. Though I’ve always been told I’m too honest. I told them they’d never beable to understand. It’s a whole different thing than anything else. Have you gotton a stellate ganglion block? I guess it helps “reprogram” the brain to help with signals to the body? This is what my doctor suggest. I haven’t seen that anyone in there has gotten that.