@gingerw
Thanks for this nice comment… you have been very helpful to me as have other members here at Mayo Connect…you’re right, anything is possible …. and the people who have ‘dropped off’ were called back to heaven or in retrospect not really friends at all, just people I did things with over a period of time..nevertheless, it still has a psychological effect on me… because if you’re in a room with people (in my case playing music 🎶 with others) and you think you’ve got some rapport with these people, then suddenly they’re gone, and the whole thing has ended, you have to wonder what happened? That’s why I am still trudging the Zoom AA meetings..it is something or somewhere to be a part of although it is there that I can’t help but feeling like ‘the odd man out’…if you don’t work the steps with a sponsor, the thinking is ‘that person is just dry’…that may sound like paranoid but like the saying goes ‘perfect paranoia is perfect awareness’….Bless you and all who come here and hope you and all have a good week…🙏pvctom