Rashida, I am truly sorry for the suffering you have endured, it’s heartbreaking that you were not able to be vindicated for your pain caused by abuse, as a survivor of this trauma it’s even worse that the abuse was caused by someone you know and trusted…I have lived a life fear, trust issues and anxiety and it’s made a huge impact in everything I’ve tried to do especially relationships, as a woman I never felt confident or worthy of being loved by anyone, I was often very bad to myself with substance abuse, anything to calm my anxiety and depression. I’ve struggled for some time now as to what I should do about this situation, at first I wanted to report the doctor but I couldn’t find the courage to do so, I did contact a random law firm and left a lengthy voicemail message detailing my concerns but they never responded back to me, eventually I retreated back into myself and after some time I decided to tell my story here to the people I have communicated with and see what they think about my situation. I’m not surprised that I was advised to go after the doctor after all it was my first thought but given the circumstances I face now with my physical and emotional health I knew that I wasn’t up for the challenge and were I to do so and it backfired l don’t think I would have handled it well. I’m hoping that the therapy I now am receiving will help me to come to terms with what has happened in the past and also the present, thank you for your support and know that you’re not alone and unloved.