Hi,
Strangely enough I used to have the house, cars etc and discovered I didn't need any of it. Still have a new car but something plainish that does what I need of it. I actually built my mansion believing it was what we wanted. Trouble was we needed a road map to find our way around it! Finally the penny dropped average houses can be fine, they keep the rain and wind out just as good and less maintenance is required.
After years of the insinuation that my problems are psychological in nature and almost believing the "doctors" the proof is in from a MRI scan. There are physical reasons for my health issues. You can bet there are going to be some red faces when I see my so called doctors net week. I may do some crazy things but I'm not crazy thank God.
Contemplation of what to do with the big switch is again on my mind. If I can't get the medical help I want and kind of expect, then will I stop and reject all medication to help nature to take its course. I guess if I decide to use the big switch then I'm kind of proving the case that I'm nuts to them anyway! Murphy's law.
Cheers