Maybe the health crisis you had is still impacting your bandwidth. Just something to consider. Health crisis can take a toll.

I recall how a dental crisis I had last year really affected me. I realize it doesn’t sound like much, but it was very painful, stressful and sustained over a few weeks. (I had a filling overfilled, which caused damage to an existing crown over a root canal, resulting in wisdom tooth and molar extraction, root canal and bone graft). Had to see multiple specialists and was very expensive. My stress went out the roof. After all was done, I felt like I had PTSD. No disrespect for those who actually have PTSD. I understand that many others have life threatening conditions like sepsis, cancer, heart dysfunction, etc. and I understand my dental trauma was not in the same league….still….I understand how that trauma can leave you emotionally and mentally drained. I stayed nervous and unsettled for months. I didn’t have the bandwidth to entertain. I wonder if this might be the kind of thing that makes you forego the guests.