It is making me angry that people are not getting the proper treatments and care. This is serious business, and I am sorry for anyone who has had a bad experience because protocols are not being followed. The treatment gets a bad name and is only known as the party drug that killed a "Friend."

I have been fortunate to have a wonderful experience with my provider. They are a hub of mental health care. They offer individual and group therapy to compliment the ketamine and Spravato treatments. And I still have all my limbs because it does not cost an arm and a leg.

I know that others may not have the same options and experience. My hope is for everyone to find something that will help.